Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Im thinking about callling it quits on this whole marriage thing. I really confuses me at times. I mean 8 yrs and I have yet to feel like a wifey. I watch in reluctant envy men who adore their wives, know her likes and dislikes, and loves her stinky draws. I work hard at working hard and still there is no satisfaction. I feel like I have an overgrown teenager still waiting to be burbed. All that crap that I said at the alter. I dont even mean it anymore. This is too much work. I feel that I am puttin in way more than I get. I should have listened to God in the first place when he said "daughter that is not your husband". God Knows Best.....
Friday, August 6, 2010
I grew up always hearing what a wife should be. I never really heard what a husband should be. I ve been married for 8 years now and I am completely aggrevated about the whole deal. I want to be a wife and do what wives are suppose to do. But I find it very difficult because I dont feel like a wife. I feel more like a roommate and since my husband as not been working for the past year. I feel like a roommate thats footing all the bills with little to no benefits in return.