Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Ready to throw in the towel

Im thinking about callling it quits on this whole marriage thing. I really confuses me at times. I mean 8 yrs and I have yet to feel like a wifey. I watch in reluctant envy men who adore their wives, know her likes and dislikes, and loves her stinky draws. I work hard at working hard and still there is no satisfaction. I feel like I have an overgrown teenager still waiting to be burbed. All that crap that I said at the alter. I dont even mean it anymore. This is too much work. I feel that I am puttin in way more than I get. I should have listened to God in the first place when he said "daughter that is not your husband". God Knows Best.....

Friday, August 6, 2010

Wanting to do the right thing..

I grew up always hearing what a wife should be. I never really heard what a husband should be. I ve been married for 8 years now and I am completely aggrevated about the whole deal. I want to be a wife and do what wives are suppose to do. But I find it very difficult because I dont feel like a wife. I feel more like a roommate and since my husband as not been working for the past year. I feel like a roommate thats footing all the bills with little to no benefits in return.